History again repeated..

Unexpected!!

Ashamed with self!!

Have make parents upset!!(but they don't know yet)

Self did not calm!!

There is no any hope!!

What i dream cannot be comes true!!

So sad..T__T

Last nite is like a nightmare in my life. All da best word that have being given by da frdz is still can not make me happy and satisfied with what i have and got. Feel like everyone laughing on me. I'm not da clever one and will not be a great students. However, can make my parents proud with me. But after all of this, i'm failed.


Feel like there is no more life that can make me go on. Life just for burden others. What have going on cannot be come back and make my life cheerful again. There is only one semester that i must face. Is there have happines for me? Just wait and see. Hope it's there..


p/s ~ abaikan ayt yg tunggang langgang. I'm not the best speaker in English. I just try my best..